Saturday, December 23, 2006
♥ 11:41 PM
HAPPY EVE OF THE EVE OF CHRISTMAS! :Danyways, today, woke up, ate, watched lots of tv! played the computer. AND did amaths! :D haha like finally got down to doing it laa. went to taka with mum after that! and got ROYCE chocolates! part of my Christmas present! :D haha YAY LA! :Dhaii! )): first sad face ever i think! HAHA but yeahh... this sucks mann! shucks la. just wondering what's gonna happen! knew something bad was gonna happen la. had the feeling! haii! but what can i do? not like anything's gonna change. just enjoy first la. if there is anything to enjoy? before its too late la. try la try la. shit laa. so scared! HOW HOW?! tell me what to do leh. anyone?! sleepless nights maybe! anyone gonna stay up late?! haha :D
and just when i needed someone to talk to, u were not there! maybe u were but not now and not ever huh. we'll see? and what happened to all the things u said? forgotten maybe? i hope its that and not that u didnt meant it. now i wonder which of those things u said, u actually meant it. but how should i know la. anyways doesnt look like u meant any huh! :D
hope it will get better la. but there's nothing for it to get better about huh. hai yaa! what to do?! nvm! must be strong laa!
:DDDD big smile?looks like there's gonna bad start for the new year la. let's see bout the rest of the year! shit la. i HATE this!
STARS! )):
